Goddess.com was an amazing place when I was a ritual-heavy solitairy occultist. It was a place that I could go to communicate questions, which divination, meditation and prayer failed to resolve. As I moved away from ritual to a more existential path, the role of this community to me ended up on the spiritual back-burner.
This year has been tumultuous, but fair. Its crowning achievement, spiritually-speaking, has been finding the equivalent of a Coven. With my ritual practice out of the way, and a solitairy path having been explored, I feel that I need to invest my wisdom somewhere, for the future. A conversation after a ritual with this coven revealed to me that I had been doing this for 18 years. There are noobs out there who don't know the difference between their elements, much less the deeper implications on psychology and perception. They also have needs, which means I can serve. This service alleviates the issues I have with vain ritual, yet allows me to be personally existential. I'm kind of content with that, and contentment is a healthy place to be, spiritually.