sorry i've not been on so long. i've been in the midsts of moving. been out of work for 7 months so i moved to a much larger city to try to find work. i honestly hate moving...but what can i do.
Added by darxeid on August 5, 2009 at 3:29pm —
One and a half months in,
... and everything is going fairly well. I'm swamped with classes, but there is a beautiful group of people around who I can work with. There is something bothering me though...
I have these religious/spirituality classes that are naturally focused on the "loving power of Christ's redemption". Every class we slip closer and closer to that moment where we have to ask God's forgiveness, and find it by putting our trust in Jesus. I believe that… Continue
Added by Necrono on July 8, 2009 at 6:08pm —
who will read this? i suppose i don't know, i suppose it doesn't matter.
so the truth is this:
i am on a waiting list for treatment for a mental illness.
for as long as the Universe has been, by name, my favourite thing, (which to ask my then-religion teacher, stretches back to at least age 7 or 8) i have had trouble fitting into it.
i feel like i am betraying Her because in the context of my afflictions i inflict a very ugly destruction on the world; upon my body,… Continue
Added by wickedauracle on June 24, 2009 at 11:00pm —
LUST OVER SOME ONE THAT LIES TO YOU BUT THE LUSTING IS STRONG AND THE LIES ARE HURTING JUST MORE THEN I PLANNED.
ITS GOOD TO LUST OVER THE ONES YOU WANT BUT WHEN THE LIES GET TO BE TO MUCH YOU NEED TO SIT THAT PERSON FREE.
NO ONE NEEDS TO BE LIED TO THERE IS NO NEED FOR IT AT ALL FOR THE TRUTH WILL TAKE YOU FARTHER THEN ANY LIE WILL.
HOLD YOUR TONGUE FROM DOING HARM TO THE ONE YOU LUST FOR IF SHE IS THE ONE DOING THE LIEING.
REMEMBER IF ITS TO GOOD TO… Continue
Added by WICKEDSAPPHIRE on May 31, 2009 at 4:51am —
There is more; elements were forgotten as I was writing the last post.
I woke up the morning of the 16th with a jolt. My girlfriend had touched me to wake me up from a nightmare:
I held an old-fashioned reciever of a telephone to my ear, and through it I could hear my best-friend's girlfriend struggling, and the very heavy breathing of someone unknown. Then I heard a gunshot through the phone, and I knew that my best friend, "Jeremiah", was… Continue
Added by Necrono on May 26, 2009 at 4:42am —
On May 15th, a little after 11pm, my friend was visiting her boyfriend at his apartment one floor above her's. Her boyfriend answered the knock at the door, and there was a hispanic woman who asked for "Tommy". When the boyfriend explained that there was nobody by that name there, the girl was pushed out of the way by a black man wielding a hand-gun, who proceeded to demand money from 'Tommy'. The commotion alerted my friend's best-friend, Jeremiah, who was also living in the apartment. Seeing… Continue
Added by Necrono on May 25, 2009 at 5:00pm —
This past Beltane my best friend got married during an ADF (druid fellowship) ritual. The overall ritual was nice. The previous ADF ritual I had attended with them was really moving. This one: not quite so much. Energy was concentrated, the cauldron dressed, the maypole danced and bound, and offerings were made to the Daghda and his mistress Boan. At some point during the ritual the happy couple disappeared into the woods to exchange vows in private.
That hurt a little, I'll admit. I… Continue
Added by Necrono on May 15, 2009 at 1:42pm —
I ran across this article on Yahoo!News (original source: http://www.livescience.com/health/090513-daydream-brain.html) and really appreciated the research.
Surprise! Daydreaming Really Works the Brain
By LiveScience Staff
posted: 13 May 2009 09:52 am ET
Got a tough problem to solve? Try daydreaming.
Contrary to the notion that daydreaming is a sign of laziness, letting the mind wander can actually let the… Continue
Added by Necrono on May 13, 2009 at 9:24am —
I had a disconcerting email from Owl Feathers, who said he was leaving our forum because of rumors spread about his wife, who died a short while back. I hope he is blessed in his journey, and I hope that all of the users of GoddessPlace respect the feelings of others as we go forward.
My best to you all,
Added by Webmistress on May 9, 2009 at 10:12pm —
My best friend's handfasting is happening Saturday. I feel bad because he and I haven't had much of a chance to discuss it more. We'll only be able to see each other for a few hours before hand, and likely not afterward as he and the misses need to run back home the next day. There ceremony will be druid. I'll share more with you afterward.
Added by Necrono on April 30, 2009 at 2:46pm —
Here's my email address: email@example.com
Mark Monica Gorman
Added by mark (monica) on April 21, 2009 at 9:02am —
I am a Brother in the Order of Isis. I was so proclaimed by Lady Olivia Robertson. I am also a Canadian poet whose second book of poetry was published in January of 2009.
I have a website with my picture: www.canadianpoetryassoc.com//poet_markgorman.html
Please write me.
Added by mark (monica) on April 21, 2009 at 8:48am —
SURELY GOD KNOWS THIS FEELING OF UTTER CREATIVE INADEQUECY!!!!
Surely some good could come from this utter, destructive, curling hate frothing from the very core of my being toward my own creation! How can I blame it! I can only blame myself!!!
Added by Necrono on April 7, 2009 at 7:21pm —
Well, due to the economic stress i've been in (no job for 3 months) i have seriously considered inlisting into the US Army. Now i was Air Force before, but they won't take me now becuase i'm too old, but the Army is still taking people. What's ur oppinion on this?
Added by darxeid on March 29, 2009 at 4:38am —
After a long hike in the woods, my friend E
and I came back to my house and watched two episodes of a Discovery Channel documentary: A Haunting in Connecticut (A story based on true events that a movie has recently been made of), and A Haunting in Georgia. It was the second, in Georgia, that was particularly interesting. Not only was the story especially suspenseful, I also found an aspect of the story somewhat familiar. After dealing with a haunting in their house for years, the family… Continue
Added by Necrono on March 27, 2009 at 9:35pm —
come see me
i miss u all soooooo much
Added by STAR on March 19, 2009 at 9:25pm —
où êtes-vous alors? Continue
Added by wickedauracle on March 10, 2009 at 5:21pm —
tried to poke my head into Chat tonight, doesn't seem to be working.
*pout* and i was feeling so chatty!
i hope everyone here is enjoying the exciting things the sky has been doing lately.
Added by wickedauracle on February 27, 2009 at 6:40pm —
It was many a year ago. I was alone in a cabin in Los Gatos, CA. An age to explore the personal as separate and as one. I had decided already decided that it was true that all paths lead to/as God (Great Gamboo, or whatever is your pleasure, he/she/all/me/you etc....). This decision after much confusing ponderings and conversations, reading alouds and wrestlings, not without the help of my self-proclaimed guru father who could philosophize the skin off of a pomegranite. However, after letting… Continue
Added by Ramona on February 18, 2009 at 4:56pm —
I dreamed this morning.
My friend Erin invited me to play video games with her and her friends. We started playing a very unusual version of Super Mario World. Mario suddenly turned into a fish, who had to navigate a river filled with bigger, uglier fish. The Mario fish became trapped by one large fish's poison-dart tentacle suction cups. Something about this brought me into a river.
I dreamt of this river previously, but had forgotten about it. Now I… Continue
Added by Necrono on February 6, 2009 at 10:55am —